The mess that is. So I am in the process of painting the bedrooms which means I haven't unpacked from the move and we have boxes EVERYWHERE! To make matters worse, the boys are sleeping in our room while we paint ... so on top of the boxes, we now have a single bed in our living room and I feel like I'm tripping over stuff every time I turn around. I realised today that I just need to get their room done asap!
I also have a huge food hangover. We have been eating absolute garbage for over a week now. Sugar like crazy. I'm not one of those super healthy people who treats their body like a temple that you need to roll your eyes at because I think I'm so great for being healthy... because I'm not! I have watched what I ate before, but not until recently did I try to come off sugar. I did the 17 day diet just before Christmas and much like drinking, I didn't realise how bad I felt til I came off the junk... meaning once I cut sugar out for a while, now I really feel it's effects. I'm groggy, cranky, lethargic etc etc. I just need to come off it again. It's hard with so much other upheaval and I also want to maintain my sobriety so I've turned to food. In the end it's just another substance to help me 'deal' with life but in the end, it just makes things worse.
So today I'm making a point of eating more fresh food. I know I'll have more energy, be able to get these jobs finished and get better sleep if I do. I just need to make time for it. Wish me luck - I know it's not going to be easy... but I hope to eat a bit better today.
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