I am at the end of my rope. All I want to do right now is drive to the closest place where I can get booze and go for it. I have had a super stressful week with my 2 yo hitting basically everyone and nothing I do seems to work. My 4yo has been screaming/ whining/ crying in response. Add to this that we are trying to make an offer on a house and I'm getting one story from my lawyer, and a different one from the real estate agent and then I guess the lawyer learned that the real estate agent had the story right and she forgot to return all my calls and emails. I just lost it, screamed and one son, hit the other (which I swore I'd never do). My husband is out at a work party and drinking and thinks it's ok when it makes it that much harder for me.
Kids attacking me. Must go.
